I am so freaking upset. Is so upset Im not even close to tears. I'm passed that. I'm like a blasted battered spouse that dunno when shit JUST NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!! I'm more pissed at me than anything else. WTF Renee!!! Figure it out already!!!


See what happens when I take my medication late. I start thinking straight!!! I swear my intelligence for books and knowledge cancels out any sense I have with everything else that I need to think about!! I seem to have NO SENSE!!