Seems like this blog has become my number one companion you don't think. Lol. It loves me!! Haha. Allows me to "say" how I feel and then allows me to change what I "say" without judgment. It loves me back. It spends a lot of time with me and has listened to all my feelings. It has never gone down on me *knock on wood* I think imma marry this thing. I just have to figure out how to cuddle with it, lmao.

This post is about changes. Someone told me I changed the other day. I was in shock. I wasn't sure if it was a good change or a bad one. I was a bit nervous to ask too, but they continued and said I was more personable but I smiled less than I did before. Hmmm. Honestly I can't remember the last time I laughed. That was a bad change. I hate that I'm not as happy as I used to be. But I'm digressing.

This post is about my physical changes. I am always asked about my hair. How long have u had your dreads? And a blank expression would be on my face. Honestly I have NO idea. You see I had my hair natural most of the time then I think one day i just decided not to loose out the small plaits I had in there and it started to lock. I can't remember the year or the month. I just know that some point in my early college years I couldn't comb my hair out. I know I started school in Miami in 2000, I think. Lol. My hair was natural then and in small plaits. I would be on the bus twisting those babies over. Some days I sported chinee bumbs, some days a head wrap and some days I just didn't give a shit and sported half and half... lol. My hair went through all kind of boxes of colours.

Here's my hair pic story in as close of order as possible: